December 2010
1 post
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Ask me anything http://formspring.me/DeadlyD0ll
January 2010
8 posts
Droplets of intelligence
http://derrenbrown.co.uk/blog/2010/01/intelligent-oil-droplet-solves-maze/
My Musical Mojo...
guyt2030:
I have finally got it back…
I have said this before…
but last night i wrote a song…
and it’s good and it’s very ‘Guy’…
This makes me soo happy due to the fact my creativity was completely crushed after leaving my last band due to the fact i always was forced to play down my role…
it’s going in the direction of Joy Division meets U2…
it’s going well and a song will be posted soon...
YOU!
Are not a Rockstar and will never be
Will never be famous
Don’t have any talents
Idolize losers but you’re not even as cool as some of them
Will die alone in/out of shithole like ones you currently reside at
Were a mistake by your mum but good news is the genes will die with you
‘my boy’, well you’ll never have one of your own!
ARE NOT James Dean, Monroe or...
toothy tooth
wisodm tooth out.. boo to general anesthetics though..iI feel drowsy and tearful :(
Tantus Direct: The Vamp →
oh jeessuusssjust watch the video. The music is great!
November 2009
17 posts
quote of the day
yay Ben, goth = getting laid in a coffin and emo = listening to sad music while crying about not getting laid in a coffin” Quote of the day!
Lilith (aka Hebrew Laylah)
My name ‘Layla’: Dark Beauty, Queen of Night
“Dark is she, but brilliant! Black are her wings, black on black! Her lips are red as rose, kissing all of the Universe! She is Lilith, who leadeth forth the hordes of the Abyss, and leadeth man to liberation! She is the irresistible fulfiller of all lust, seer of desire. First of all women was she - Lilith, not Eve was the first! Her...
Bullshit
Do you know why some people call everything ‘bullshit’? because they’re so full of it themselves that they just can’t escape their own smell! :D
My advice
Don’t play with fire if you can’t handle it. FACT
All the
Hatred you create, will bring you to your knees…
wow..diamante pop swatch..me wants →
I don't give a..
This is going around FBook atm.
‘Let’s see how honest FB friends are…Leave a ONE WORD comment that you think describes me. It can only be one word, no more! Then copy and paste this on your status so that I may leave a word about you.’
I’d be highly offended if one word is enough to describe me. everyone is doing it but you know what I don’t give a fuck about...
Rohypnol
i’m full of raw love and ecstasy
hard to handle if you challenge me
mummy told you not to play with fire
I will crush and burn you upon my desire
you’re touching my thighs and i feel the heat
put my mouth around it, sucking deep
with every move we tangle in further
our roots are joining but i tease you tender
high on your ecstasy
never to come down
cherish the intimacy
never...
never know
There’s no love here And days are blue and sterile green There’s no love here And everything you hide is seen Everything you hide is… If I hid from the sun And chased darkness round Around the world I’d never know that you were gone I’d never know that you were…
:D
One of Andy’s photos that Angela took is being framed and put up for sale in this boutique:http://www.lestuileries.co.uk/ !!!
he’s a true beauty.
yes..
You truly are a sick fuck.. :)
oh dear
I have an emo fringe now!
October 2009
2 posts
The Precious
I have something of yours that you don’t know about. You’d never know until the days go And you’d never know until you realize honesty is the key to keep those who matter to you. Lying is your worst enemy and it’d bring you down. Maybe the day you come out honest would be the day you get to see the precious.
September 2009
1 post
The Bible Code →
July 2009
2 posts
tweets
No blogs for a while but then I’ve been tweeting..sometimes it’s best to say less than more, therefore tweets have been sufficient with their limit of 140 words.
Interesting weekend..really had a good time starting from Dungeon on Friday..the only strange bit was Monday when I ended up taking a new med and got very high on it. I was hallucinating in a way that objects in reality were...
June 2009
23 posts
Watch
Ironic but yet not
This is my take of the weekend.. When it comes to my belongings I’m normally a person who doesn’t mind sharing. I lend thing to my friends, but if it’s very valuable to me or I don’t trust the friend fully in giving it back how it was, then I won’t share.
People mean a lot to me. They’re obviously a lot more valuable than objects specially ones I’m...
This is great!!!
People kicking the asses of Riot police :)
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x9ndxl_battle-w-police-tehran-iran-june-20_news
Mutual respect/appreiation
Somethhings are hard for me to bear..I have my own weaknesses, however I’ve recently tried putting a cap on them as my respect/appreciation of others’ needs. All I’m asking back is a return of that. If I go out of my way to do something for someone its only fair if they show their appreciation of it by returning it to me in the forms I need it when I most need it.
Silence
I love it and hate it at the same time..depends on what doses and when applied.
Need it at work right now cos I’m doing my pathways..but I really could do without it in other contexts.
Don’t even ask about pathways..I’m writing up evidences..i’m very good at it just need more concentration.
More pain, more codeine. Just had great lunch with work mates so paid off the...
Birdcage
You can let me suffocate in waiting
to clip my wings without a pain
all the words of never hurt me baby
storm is here now to rock my cage
you fed me everyday with love and hope
my only dream to fly away
and now that i’m bruised
and this is the end
you can keep my wings when i fade away
without your love i’m just a toy bird
trapped inside this shiny birdcage
Without your...
Some of my modeling photos in the last year →
new co-model
Dan Fulrong..will be shooting with him August..need an exciting theme.
I might wear my silver wig
back to black...
Yeah, listening to Amy Winehouse. When I say to people I’m a mad lover, they think I only mean in bed. But It’s more to it than that. I’ve never been just into the ‘physical’ aspect of it. What I like about intimacy is not just the act of sex, its the body to body warmth and emotional links. It’s one of the best feelings in the world. Yes, I am a romantic...
